My Why

So much left to say, so much left to do,
so much left to ponder, and I want it with you.

The world won't stop spinning forward, but nothing ever changes,
harrowed to think of a time when we look at each other as strangers.

I am embittered now, and I think you are not,
I can't give up now, because it's all I got.

Seperated by other worlds, we stare at different stars,
and I wonder how you're doing, I wonder how you are.

And I miss you, I wish there was more but that's all,
I miss you, but g-d won't take the call.

I am cursed to miss you until the day I die,
'til there's nothing left, 'til I am bereft,

...you will be my why.